I guess I should have seen you by the side of the road...should have remembered your walk. Didn't even notice as Nick said we just past Adam up by Lake Elmo on a stormy night. I don't know if I believe him, he lies a lot...and you are a ghost to me anyhow. I'm working something out here...on and on. For a purpose other than to ramble on...I live in two worlds...and the one where I am a poor crazy disabled person gets old. I get pretty famous sometimes...so I know I would like it. I really do think we are both famous in another realm. I can see it just enough to make sense to myself.
I think 3 people have read my book. Its a lot to read. I didn't write it for everybody I wrote it for you. Its beyond insanity I know. And it takes a lot of reading to get to the good part, where I get taken off too heaven by you. Very assured that its kooky. Still the best thing I have ever done with my life is write.
I hear bad things about you, that you are using. Makes me so sad. You were so against that, so I don't understand why? Must be a gaping hole in you...and I think that is where I fit...somewhere in there is me. If I can hear eternity talking to me off and on for 20 years...I am pretty sure I am not wrong.
Its painful the way it is. In my second book I make drugs and crime actually be a front to God's Kingdom. That it is all a ploy to bring about the end of the world. I turn the death and destruction into serving a purpose. I've got to hope and trust that it serves a purpose with you.
Just ultimately I care.
I think 3 people have read my book. Its a lot to read. I didn't write it for everybody I wrote it for you. Its beyond insanity I know. And it takes a lot of reading to get to the good part, where I get taken off too heaven by you. Very assured that its kooky. Still the best thing I have ever done with my life is write.
I hear bad things about you, that you are using. Makes me so sad. You were so against that, so I don't understand why? Must be a gaping hole in you...and I think that is where I fit...somewhere in there is me. If I can hear eternity talking to me off and on for 20 years...I am pretty sure I am not wrong.
Its painful the way it is. In my second book I make drugs and crime actually be a front to God's Kingdom. That it is all a ploy to bring about the end of the world. I turn the death and destruction into serving a purpose. I've got to hope and trust that it serves a purpose with you.
Just ultimately I care.
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