"Native"

I remember a dream I had when I was about twelve.  I was running through a forest and happy.  I stopped at a still pond and I looked at my reflection and I had long flowing black hair and dark skin. I was a native and in native culture clothing. This was around the time my native neighbor was going to beat me up for telling her little sister she was a "druggie."  The dream means a lot to me.

If we have casino "resorts" on our surrounding reservations won't this be a positive for everybody?  Give them something not deteriorating already!  I went to Crow Agency and did surveys out there when I worked for the city.  I was in shock.  This is wrong.  Very wrong.

And yes I am super opinionated today! I have lived here for most my life. I am sick of it! I am not even involved in all that goes on criminally in this town, have dabbled here and there and shoplifted clothes in high school...but seriously something needs to be done! 

We are not all perfect.  And no matter how hard I tried, I still made bad decisions in my life....especially as a teen.  I am paying for all that now. For texting.  So this is my path.

I will not regret the past, nor with to shut the door on it. Page 84 I think.