This tragic trajectory of transference of omnipotent world. Bestowed upon me. This riddle of woven webs delivering chaos challenging me daily. Question not why. Question not how...Only it is. That I know more than I should. Something unattainable... weird and odd of me. Because lately I am so normal...But I know you are there waiting for me. Slowly sifting through time watching my ebb and flow. Making me uneasy, but I know you have a purpose to me. Could attack at any time...Those cray cray thoughts! That riddled disposition and disruption of society. An abnormal duality. A fixation...A quest. Muddled with my desires you escape my grasp. Always wanting to please others...I set you aside my friend. Did you not harm me enough? Him enough? I am hidden for now. No one pays much mind. Oh they care, but they have no clue! The answer lies inside and lies with insanity. If I breached the contract and gave in to these paranormal processes...Go mad again. Will I be wasted? Will I tumble down into the nobody worth listening to place? Should I bite off a PhD? Should I prove them all wrong...Defy the odds? But I am sick! A lunatic!
No more head space for that. I want to claim I am well. No question. Amen.
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