Wow what a trip! Never did acid and damn! OMG I feel normal! I have been through a master spin cycle...wow, I am alive! I lived through heaven and hell and jail! I have never been so greatful to be sane. I think I just processed all the pain of my life psychotically by using love as a tool. Far out! I feel calm, confident and blessed! Please God let me stay here! I want my love story to have a good ending...me healthy! My head feels clear and I am on one medication. Maybe all this was healing...I want to be healthy so bad. I want to believe all I have worked through is worth it. Sobriety tried to kill me...and I have come out feeling like a badass! I am far more spiritual than I ever knew but God please keep me firmly planted where I may be of service!
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