My hearts true north is a decoy soul. I lift you up and then I let you go.
Excerpt from Chapter One...
So here I am in Flatt. I am a guinea
pig for our wondrous medical field. In the past five years I would
say I have visited the psych ward 18 times. I have been sober. And
in past months medication was not working at all I have been having
heavy hallucinations and visions, and I talk to a dead man and
prepare little parties for his arrival back to me. But it gets more
complicated than that. I love two men. We will just say I have a
“Team Jacob” And “Team Adam” kind of thing going on. Jacob
Black is a ghost, and Adam Raposa is living, but well a “ghost to
me” and restrained from contact for life. Adam is the one that
taught me I had a deep soul, which in turn gave me the ability to
know I could cross realms in order to find Jake. And apparently as I
keep getting slammed back to Flatt, in truest of true, neither men I
love are available to me. And there in lies the fairytale. And it
could easily be a fairytale that turns me to an old maid that is
insane to Flatt, and much prefers the rhythm of talking to the
universe, over the dull knife to the mind that medication brings me.
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