Nothing like the loop in my mind because it happens so fast...I am to be found as the center of the universe in some kind of magnificent storyline of all ages. I am a protector in this realm and am a seer of future events, to include Christ's return.
I've been seeing this return in practice since I was 18 and experienced being left behind in hell. to hell and back over and over and over, in my mind. It's strange that is called a chemical imbalance or something to do with the chemistry of my brain. I don't see it that way at all. Its way deeper, and I am at my whits end trying to describe it to people, and also what God expects me to do about it.
I get so excited because its like in my mind everything gets set right and I am the "winner" of the great prize of being reunited with Jacob Black, my childhood friend, and soul mate husband in the spirit world.
I believe that Billings was built on our ancient land and that we are spiritually destined to be together in eternity, or a paradise on earth. I often see this paradise on earth when I am considered manic. There is no need for the medical field and there is no such thing as sexual sin.
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