Bifocals???

So yeah the devil is cutting me down.  I am already pretty much blind as a bat and that was far sighted and this afternoon I couldnt see anything up close.  I had contacts in and I could see far away...but close everything was blurry.  I had prided myself on having same eyesight since age 10 when it was first of all need to have glasses and braces at the same time...the "freaky Mandy" wonder years.  So yeah I woke up with my eyeballs hurting and didn't think too much of it.  And without correction on I can see close so do they make things like bifocal lenses? I mean contacts? need LASIK. dang how weird for my eyes to do that while I am going through withdrawals.

Pretty sure I now have a pretty legitimate case against Abilify.

First things I'm the realest..drop it down
Let the whole world hear this.  Iggy

I wonder why my eyes were perfect without glasses the day of the Garden?  I crossed over...and my vision up close and far away was good and I was swimming the whole damn lake.  What a day! Search in upper right blog corner if you want to read "the Garden.



Damn just wracking my brain tonight. I can work on book and I feel I need large chunks of time and a brainstorm for what chapter five will be!  I am telling the story chronological but from my perspective and knowledge of the evolution of past five years. I will be utilizing some blog entries especially the poetry.

The hotel interview went fine.  That will be an excellent place to be an escort lol. A super sober escort lol!  Don't touch me! Or maybe back to the modeling idea...ya gotta be diverse in this life and well I have done a little bit of everything and never even thought of getting money for looks?  Odd shit.  The photographer offered me an indoor shooting for fifty again...three outfit changes.  Maybe I will make a portfolio and just see what happens.  Not my idea of satisfying my personal dreams by competing with actual models that are trained to be hard core about this business.

Guess I am just saying I don't know what the fuk I am saying...
Dude some kid just messaged me and called me your highness?  Serially?

Well this beat up white trash beautiful future Mayor of Billings must close her eyes and hope they are still not bad in the morning if not I am gonna call Big Pharma and do something, ya I am really gonna do something!

Accept the things you cannot change leaves very little room for society to be radical pioneers for Justice! And I don't think our fore Father's expected us to run it all into the ground....or did they???   Movement in motion.




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