I am confused. My last psychoses was about Jake. If I am gonna believe my psychoses then ultimately that means I have moved on from Adam. Haven't I? This huge miraculous wonderful experience?
My mind dropped it all though...too out there. How would it be if I kept saying I was married to a dead man and I don't remember that part all the way anyway. I just remember standing naked in the reeds and them all bending towards me...and I was cold! I have all this doubt about the experience now.The Garden
Wish I could make sense of it. So powerful! And now I am back to deciding between two ghosts for men...two impossible men. And what kind of life will I have walking around saying I am married to a dead man? It is like the Twilight Saga, lol! Except I reversed the roles. Because Jake Black is the wolf, and Adam is the vampire! Lol.
Hmmmm...I can't decide between the living and the dead for a muse. Guess I do need to write that realm book and see what comes out. Maybe a soulmate on earth gets me to my soul mate who is dead? I do believe we have more than one soul mate! Tada!
I think I will have a trilogy! Right up there with Twilight! But its a true story! Woman in demonic chains goes to heaven to find her true destiny. Two black haired men in battle for her one is a cross-over and the other one is in ConCord...lol...yup that's it! That's what's happening! I know how to continue my story I started like three years ago!
Eeeeeeeekkkkkkk!!! This is so awesome!!! Thank you God for making me a writer!!! I had it reviewed in a writing workshop and got such good feedback! YAY! Now all I need is money.
My mind dropped it all though...too out there. How would it be if I kept saying I was married to a dead man and I don't remember that part all the way anyway. I just remember standing naked in the reeds and them all bending towards me...and I was cold! I have all this doubt about the experience now.The Garden
Wish I could make sense of it. So powerful! And now I am back to deciding between two ghosts for men...two impossible men. And what kind of life will I have walking around saying I am married to a dead man? It is like the Twilight Saga, lol! Except I reversed the roles. Because Jake Black is the wolf, and Adam is the vampire! Lol.
Hmmmm...I can't decide between the living and the dead for a muse. Guess I do need to write that realm book and see what comes out. Maybe a soulmate on earth gets me to my soul mate who is dead? I do believe we have more than one soul mate! Tada!
I think I will have a trilogy! Right up there with Twilight! But its a true story! Woman in demonic chains goes to heaven to find her true destiny. Two black haired men in battle for her one is a cross-over and the other one is in ConCord...lol...yup that's it! That's what's happening! I know how to continue my story I started like three years ago!
Eeeeeeeekkkkkkk!!! This is so awesome!!! Thank you God for making me a writer!!! I had it reviewed in a writing workshop and got such good feedback! YAY! Now all I need is money.
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