Oh my I had forgotten this twist in my story although his pictures are on my shelf: Jake! Yes one time when I left the hospital I had been consumed with not believing he was dead! I was all about him and I made the staff print out his obituary! By the way they love me there...Should I go visit while I am well haha! I came home and I was getting ready for a date with him! I knew it was him coming to pick me up and then Dragon showed up at the door...And I was like oh ok I'm ready I guess! Jake committed suicide at 23. We were best friends in sixth grade and now I am best friends with his mom. I only saw him twice after sixth grade. But I have always played out what if I hadn't pushed him away at the bar at 23? He grabbed my hand and said come with me at closing. I told my best friend no. I've time traveled with that night so many times. And I also spliced together pictures in my mind if we would have grown up together and so on.
I remember in the joy of heaven that I was getting ready to get married...And I saw the scars on my legs from being run over disappear! I was so filled with joy in the ER psych room. Wow! So this is the part that gets me that my logical mind wants to tell me isn't possible? But I didn't know who I was marrying Jake or Adam? It was a surprise! Could my soul mate be dead?
I was just looking through my old blogs...Wow my mind is spectacular! Alot of those I haven't read for years and I had forgotten how birthdays lined up and how we are regeneratting faster and faster...My blog federal Issac is about how abortion is making us come back sicker and morphed faster and faster.
So I know you can have more than one soul mate connection. Kindred spirits. Oh I cannot wait to see what God is up to!!! I am so glad I have kept this blog! This is such a trip! I'm at the point where I'm pretty open on full throttle to whatever God has in store. Why think inside the box? Anything is possible! Jake Number 32. Mr. Black! I named my writing business for him. MirandadyeBlackInk, Inc! Oh gosh now Adam has competition with a dead man! Hmmm this is getting juicy! Lol! Thinking outside the box! It's what I do best!
I remember in the joy of heaven that I was getting ready to get married...And I saw the scars on my legs from being run over disappear! I was so filled with joy in the ER psych room. Wow! So this is the part that gets me that my logical mind wants to tell me isn't possible? But I didn't know who I was marrying Jake or Adam? It was a surprise! Could my soul mate be dead?
I was just looking through my old blogs...Wow my mind is spectacular! Alot of those I haven't read for years and I had forgotten how birthdays lined up and how we are regeneratting faster and faster...My blog federal Issac is about how abortion is making us come back sicker and morphed faster and faster.
So I know you can have more than one soul mate connection. Kindred spirits. Oh I cannot wait to see what God is up to!!! I am so glad I have kept this blog! This is such a trip! I'm at the point where I'm pretty open on full throttle to whatever God has in store. Why think inside the box? Anything is possible! Jake Number 32. Mr. Black! I named my writing business for him. MirandadyeBlackInk, Inc! Oh gosh now Adam has competition with a dead man! Hmmm this is getting juicy! Lol! Thinking outside the box! It's what I do best!
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