If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. That feeling of uselessness and self pity will slip away. Our whole attitude and out look on upon life will change. Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us. We will intuitively know to handle situations which used to baffle us. We suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.
Are these extravagant promises? We think not. They are being fulfilled among us- sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. They will always materialize if we work for them!
I would have five years this year if it weren't for a brief relapse. Adam had five years when I met him. Shit is so weird how it works! Omg I am a whole new person! I feel so blessed! I don't even care if I have mental illness...And there was a time I hated myself for that! I don't have any money nor fear or it. I don't fear people! I handle situations that used to baffle me and regret nothing about my past! Self pity has been replaced with self esteem! My whole attitude and outlook on life has changed! Definitely a new freedom and happiness!
I got to work on the self seeking thing...but I know I have alot to offer! Progress, not perfection! I am so amazingly pumped! If I can do this anyone can! It was so fukn hard and I was insane through most of it! Damn I never want to forget that again or think its cool for me to have a few beers. It never stops there I like it too much!
I owe this program my life! It is so much better! Omg! Omg! Omg!
Are these extravagant promises? We think not. They are being fulfilled among us- sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. They will always materialize if we work for them!
I would have five years this year if it weren't for a brief relapse. Adam had five years when I met him. Shit is so weird how it works! Omg I am a whole new person! I feel so blessed! I don't even care if I have mental illness...And there was a time I hated myself for that! I don't have any money nor fear or it. I don't fear people! I handle situations that used to baffle me and regret nothing about my past! Self pity has been replaced with self esteem! My whole attitude and outlook on life has changed! Definitely a new freedom and happiness!
I got to work on the self seeking thing...but I know I have alot to offer! Progress, not perfection! I am so amazingly pumped! If I can do this anyone can! It was so fukn hard and I was insane through most of it! Damn I never want to forget that again or think its cool for me to have a few beers. It never stops there I like it too much!
I owe this program my life! It is so much better! Omg! Omg! Omg!
Comments