Well I am not doing too well with not blogging haha oh well such is life. So here's a thought! My viral emergency room trip is actually a baby! There I go! That's all a crazy woman needs is more offspring!
I already have names picked out! Mason James for a boy and Taiyah Jane or Delaney Rose for the twin girls! It's predestined if I have a girl there will be two of them!
So now no more school and I will just have to buy a house which I qualify for this assistance in home ownership! I will be a single mother because this baby is immaculate! Oh the struggle! The chances of me getting pregnant are like .01 percent but still there goes my head!
I don't know if this is cause I really with all my heart want a baby and know I really should not or what? I know my sister would steal this baby from me if I showed any sign of psychosis during pregnancy... Especially if it was a Mason cause she has two girls.
I started thinking about my symptoms over the past week and bam that's it. Must be it! Now I must go crazy for about two more weeks...Just to be let down...Or let up!
It's fricken heartbreaking to me how bad I want a baby and yet I know that just shouldn't be something I get again...I've been too sick.
It's not fair that my head does this to me either. It's not a baby...I have a virus. Reality!
Sad.
I already have names picked out! Mason James for a boy and Taiyah Jane or Delaney Rose for the twin girls! It's predestined if I have a girl there will be two of them!
So now no more school and I will just have to buy a house which I qualify for this assistance in home ownership! I will be a single mother because this baby is immaculate! Oh the struggle! The chances of me getting pregnant are like .01 percent but still there goes my head!
I don't know if this is cause I really with all my heart want a baby and know I really should not or what? I know my sister would steal this baby from me if I showed any sign of psychosis during pregnancy... Especially if it was a Mason cause she has two girls.
I started thinking about my symptoms over the past week and bam that's it. Must be it! Now I must go crazy for about two more weeks...Just to be let down...Or let up!
It's fricken heartbreaking to me how bad I want a baby and yet I know that just shouldn't be something I get again...I've been too sick.
It's not fair that my head does this to me either. It's not a baby...I have a virus. Reality!
Sad.
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