I just have to tell you that mice came into my bedroom last night and tied me down and then stabbed me with miniature swords...Lol! No I wasnt hallucinating again!
But really I have been run down and sick ever since I got that damn dollhouse stuff! How ironic that I said that was the best thing to ever happen to me??? I went to walk in yesterday and they sent me to the ER for heart symptoms not my hanta virus idea. The nurse took my blood pressure as 90 over 54 which is extremely low for me and I was having my chest spasms and mentioned my recent diagnosis of arrythmia...They did an EKG and I was wheeled over to the ER.
Reminded me of all the times I had been in the ER with psychoses. Because that's the only time I ever go to the ER. I had my boys with me though and though I had some correlating thoughts about seeing this before? That maybe I had always been seeing my death? I told my nurse in ER that I had a psychoses randomly and told her about my book and blog. She said I didn't look like I had psychoses. Is there a look??? Haha.
Well the nurse had messed up on my blood pressure. I told the ER doc about my migraine and chills and weakness and she drew some blood and gave fluids. We both agreed it was stupid I was sent to the ER.
I hate being sick and with how bad my migraine was I was like yep this is it...My blog about dieing soon was correct except it wasnt some spiritual conspiracy to end the world as we know it...I will be murdered by mice! And what a great way to end it! And the irony of the dollhouse stuff! I didn't know what to do next anyhow!!!???
Another reason I hate feeling sick is it makes me feel depressed and I really have a hard time with thinking that is coming on. I'm really lucky that with my bipolar i don't have to worry as much about depression as I do with mania.
But lately I am just pretty level. I want to keep it that way. I do have some type of virus but they have no way of telling what it is yet...Hanta would go to my lungs and shut off my air intake in about two weeks...So we shall see.
The great and powerful Miranda Dye taken out by mouse shit! Oh the irony!
But really I have been run down and sick ever since I got that damn dollhouse stuff! How ironic that I said that was the best thing to ever happen to me??? I went to walk in yesterday and they sent me to the ER for heart symptoms not my hanta virus idea. The nurse took my blood pressure as 90 over 54 which is extremely low for me and I was having my chest spasms and mentioned my recent diagnosis of arrythmia...They did an EKG and I was wheeled over to the ER.
Reminded me of all the times I had been in the ER with psychoses. Because that's the only time I ever go to the ER. I had my boys with me though and though I had some correlating thoughts about seeing this before? That maybe I had always been seeing my death? I told my nurse in ER that I had a psychoses randomly and told her about my book and blog. She said I didn't look like I had psychoses. Is there a look??? Haha.
Well the nurse had messed up on my blood pressure. I told the ER doc about my migraine and chills and weakness and she drew some blood and gave fluids. We both agreed it was stupid I was sent to the ER.
I hate being sick and with how bad my migraine was I was like yep this is it...My blog about dieing soon was correct except it wasnt some spiritual conspiracy to end the world as we know it...I will be murdered by mice! And what a great way to end it! And the irony of the dollhouse stuff! I didn't know what to do next anyhow!!!???
Another reason I hate feeling sick is it makes me feel depressed and I really have a hard time with thinking that is coming on. I'm really lucky that with my bipolar i don't have to worry as much about depression as I do with mania.
But lately I am just pretty level. I want to keep it that way. I do have some type of virus but they have no way of telling what it is yet...Hanta would go to my lungs and shut off my air intake in about two weeks...So we shall see.
The great and powerful Miranda Dye taken out by mouse shit! Oh the irony!
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