What typical typical shit of me to just know I am gonna die soon and that I was ready for it to happen last night...but here I am typing away. So typical of mental illness to think you are marked for death!!! Haha...silly girl! Well here's the weird thing. A girl named Miranda was murdered in our hometown..almost twenty years ago. She was dating Dragon's older brother. So of course since I am prophet, now they are gonna ax me...cause I am so important to the end of the world, lol. I was at work and I heard in my head..."You are going to be murdered." Ok. So I left work and on the way home I got pulled over...I avoided sounding cray to the police officer didnt tell him that I was gonna die tonight. He cited me for a red light violation (for like an inch over) and dammit my registration was expired by two days!
I talked to my assassin in my head last night. I was a little scared, but I have died so many tragic deaths in my nightmares I figured God would make it like a dream. I knew I would die but I wouldn't be raped because I would fight that off with all my might. I also looked in the mirror and said God I cannot wait to see my new body!!! So I've died every way possible way in my nightmares they are gruesome...I don't even need to watch scary movies cause I get them in my dreams...in fact I will not ever watch scary movies!!! I was ready for whatever...except my house was messy and that didn't sit well with me. So I cleaned today just in case the message was for a later date! And so I just prayed and went to sleep. Just another day in the life of a whack job, lol!
I am remembering the nightmare in 2013. The demons in my dream told me to stop writing my book because it would change my life, and that I could not have my "precious Raposey Wosey." Way creepy...obviously did not listen to that nightmare lol. Also I remember I would have nightmares about Adam when I slept in his bed...so bad that I would get up and leave. HMMMMMMMMM? I always just thought that was so that I would see him as evil. But nope. Don't.
So this is obviously a generic fear. As you can probably guess from all my talk of seeing the other realm and how badass I am there, I am not really afraid of death. Plus it would help book sales, lol. You know!!!??? HAHA! I kill me!
Sorry this is a totally morbid post! Just what happened and I keep it real on here! Next I am gonna do a blog about all the jobs I have had and how they tie into my crazy...hmmmmm random!
I talked to my assassin in my head last night. I was a little scared, but I have died so many tragic deaths in my nightmares I figured God would make it like a dream. I knew I would die but I wouldn't be raped because I would fight that off with all my might. I also looked in the mirror and said God I cannot wait to see my new body!!! So I've died every way possible way in my nightmares they are gruesome...I don't even need to watch scary movies cause I get them in my dreams...in fact I will not ever watch scary movies!!! I was ready for whatever...except my house was messy and that didn't sit well with me. So I cleaned today just in case the message was for a later date! And so I just prayed and went to sleep. Just another day in the life of a whack job, lol!
I am remembering the nightmare in 2013. The demons in my dream told me to stop writing my book because it would change my life, and that I could not have my "precious Raposey Wosey." Way creepy...obviously did not listen to that nightmare lol. Also I remember I would have nightmares about Adam when I slept in his bed...so bad that I would get up and leave. HMMMMMMMMM? I always just thought that was so that I would see him as evil. But nope. Don't.
So this is obviously a generic fear. As you can probably guess from all my talk of seeing the other realm and how badass I am there, I am not really afraid of death. Plus it would help book sales, lol. You know!!!??? HAHA! I kill me!
Sorry this is a totally morbid post! Just what happened and I keep it real on here! Next I am gonna do a blog about all the jobs I have had and how they tie into my crazy...hmmmmm random!
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