Breathe

Just looking for the sun again...
Just looking to breathe again.
And have that swell in my heart.
The monotony of this life, dissapoints.
There is a cloud over me that won't go away.
And I am stupid to think you fix that!
If only...you fixed that.
If only I didn't believe so much.
After all this time, I wonder?
Trying to move on...
And not getting very far.