Solvent

Solvent and solution,
I waited every day for you...
forever and a day.
But age has come,
and delay my satisfaction wouldn't dare.

I didn't want to wake up to this...
this fear of what may happen to me.


Crying out. To touch you was to love you.
And you give me no reason?
And you wish me much harm?
And you delay my satisfaction...
no less needle to the arm.

I didn't want to wake up to this...
this fear of losing you again.

I waited every night for you.
Forever was the night....
But my light went dark,
and I can't compare what you were to me,
to anything else.

I didn't want to wake up to this,
but now its all to real.

I feel as though my heart is torn.
I waited until.
Until I fukt up.
Until I can no longer scream...
 anything else.

I didn't want to wake up to this,
the craving of your side.

I feel as though you were part of me.
I feel as though I knew you.
I feel as though until we met again,
you would often see through me.
Or envision we were as one.

I didn't want to wake up to this.
This screaming bottle of dust.

I didn't want to wake up to this,
the number I forget for lust.

I didn't want to wake up to this.
Put me to rest.

I didn't want to wake up to this...
Now you are never the best!

Solvent and solution.
Found you here cradled to my chest.
And slip the tongue cradle to my
ever loving heart to break.