Soul Dating Dream
Understanding August 18th, 2013
Rules are to date the first man that points at you. Last night my kids were hidden from me like
Ghosts, we were all separated between living and dead. I figured out the game in a room of rejection
and I was asked if I wanted to be a partner.
I said yes but where is my partner? I was not seeing familiar faces…not
one last night, so I never knew who to pick. I was looking for my mate, either Adam or Jake, but then when I woke up analyzed the dream and realized that is
what the game in the Kingdom is about…you never see your mate…you walk through
rooms, with other people. You laugh and
tell jokes and entertain the people. You
may shake hands with other men to exchange an item with them. A clue.
A trinket, a reminder…so that item identifies you as taken, no longer
searching. I am married!!!
I have been searching all my life in my dreams to find my
soul mate, and Last night I completely entered and joined the “millionaires”
and fabulous in heaven we were all very beautiful…we zipped on trains laughing
throwing out bling to all passers by. We
had MDonalds symbols everywhere on our train, and we never slept. There were leaders and agreements made for me
last night…I won a lot, but I kept not figuring out that I was always being
picked first for dates, but felt last and because I could never see my
mate. I know not to look now. I believe I am bound by a belt on earth. That was sizing my ring. All I have to do now
is walk through rooms and push off guys that are not mine. It is a dance, a skill shared, a song, a
duet…a note and goodbye. Come into every
room singing, dancing or acting and the next appointment sweeps you off your
feet!!! We are all searching and never
see our mate!!! I have been walking through
rooms of the dead my whole life and now I know why. I am a partner now, and I am a leader…a big
one. Not a worshipped one, just an equal
because we are all “big ones” in the realm.
Most rooms in past dreams were filled with people that would end up
persecuting me, so I know how to wage a battle in the spirit. Last night I was let in and out of the realm
because I wasn’t catching on to the room dates.
Walk confidently through a mirror, be beautiful…shine like a
diamond, and never fall for any other man!!!
No wonder I have been captured and tortured for having sex in my dreams
my whole life! That’s the thing God was
trying to say to me a Billion times!!! I
thought he meant reality, which would have been great too, but he meant in the
realm, that I didn’t even know I was in.
I remember years ago in my dream I decided I had Aids…women were
shouting at me to shut up, because I was and have always been a princess, but I
called out rape and sickness in my soul rooms.
Soul dating is about health and virility. I swear I saw this played out
on a Justin Timberlake video in the psychward…and there was also a video that
described this as war. Men are literally
dying in reality for the war…JAKE I HEAR YOU!!!
I trust you. I know you protect
me. I heard you in my soul in my parents
hot tub…but I can’t search for you…and that is why a tall black haired man is
who I finally found, Adam Raposa. One with a
good soul, strength, that matches me in spirit but not in faith…Thank you GOD!
I trust you I hear that you say to leave Adam alone forever. I can’t wait until
rapture GOD!!! I don’t know what is at
the end of it, but I know its worth every ounce of pain and torture to get to
that place. WOW.
Last night the game was a trick for me to learn too. Boys and men would disappear when there was
discord, and I would take the blame for it…and It was my fault because I was
responsible for their exposure. I cannot
set off alarms by acting fearful in the realm.
When I do that it is like a ripple effect and I have lost the battle. They kept practicing me, and I would feel
confident and then I would do something off and in fear, or not follow the large room dating rules…we
would always start out in a large ballroom or banquet room, where the men would
all start pointing to make appointments…last night didn’t know to pay attention to my pointer,
and accept the appointment immediately.
Towards the end of my dream I was out of accord and girls were walking
by talking about the next in fashion items and I was called the stupidest
woman…I stuck up for myself though, and then I was back in the club. Twenty years of affliction in nightmares was
preparing me for this night time game of thrones. I have been in a billion rooms!!! With all eternity! WOW!!!
All my psychosises…I was looking for a soul mate…Oh my Lord
I am having the best dreams ever…its all worth it to me! I love being sober! This is who I am, I am a warrior princess!!!