There is something about the holidays that makes me miss Adam...maybe it's because it's when we were together. He bought me an iPod for Christmas to work out with, and I did a lot!
It's been three years...and a helleva mess in between. I wonder if I will ever stop missing him. Certainly I have played out a lot more than what happened in reality...and not necessarily by choice.
My head does its own things. I am glad for the love I felt and that it lasts through bullshit. I don't think that part is scary...but maybe it is.
I don't know how it's all stemmed from a short time with someone, other than I had a plethora of psychological bullshit to work out on my own. I am overall happy though. Found a baseline of health and have applied to be on a state board...The Montana Peer Network.
Things are looking good with Dragon...yet.
It's been three years...and a helleva mess in between. I wonder if I will ever stop missing him. Certainly I have played out a lot more than what happened in reality...and not necessarily by choice.
My head does its own things. I am glad for the love I felt and that it lasts through bullshit. I don't think that part is scary...but maybe it is.
I don't know how it's all stemmed from a short time with someone, other than I had a plethora of psychological bullshit to work out on my own. I am overall happy though. Found a baseline of health and have applied to be on a state board...The Montana Peer Network.
Things are looking good with Dragon...yet.