Just the Way

I am either too much for a man...
Or not enough.
I think I would keel over if one ever said to me...
"I love you just the way you are."
But as confusing as this world and relationships are to me...
I think that has to come from God alone.

I don't think there will ever be a man that I don't overwhelm and then somehow come up short with in some way or another. Frankly I must be intimidating as fuk with my spiritually cookiness, and brazen brutal eyed fairy tales, and the inability to roll in a fukn dime.  Hmmmm?  Weird.
Oh fukn well.

Good night. It is what it is.